Last spring, I experienced two falls down the stairs in a two-week period that led to bodily injury. That led to a period of A-fib and 24-hours in the hospital.

The cardiologist on call at the hospital put me on beta blockers, metoprolol, and the dosage wiped me out and gave me orthostatic hypotension. I learned through working with a dietician that I am sensitive to salt and I drink enough water that I wash the sodium from my system.

My primary care physician dropped my medication dosage in half, but the orthostatic hypotension and occasional weird bouts of high heart rate did not go away.

I found a new cardiologist and got a second opinion. The new doctor thought the Apple Watch was enough protection against Afib and that I could stop taking the medication. Since I was losing my job a month later, I thought discontinuing a beta blocker would lead to an increase in blood pressure due to stress.

But now it’s a year later– and I’m not sure the pills do anything.

The physician assistant and I had a discussion about eliminating the med, and she wants the doctor’s opinion first. The question remains of what should this medication be doing. If it’s supposed to be helping my heart remain a steady pattern, then I need something extended release or a different class of medications. If it is really just an insurance policy against Afib, I suppose it is enough.

The physician assistant asked if I would be willing to wear a Zio heart monitor to make sure this was a smart move. Last time I wore a Zio, it showed some stuff, but not Afib. That cost me $600, and that was when I had “good” insurance and Medicaid. I have a high deductible plan right now with high coinsurance and no HSA, so I mentioned that I was saving my budget for more important tests– like the MRI I am paying for out of pocket. That bill was more than $2,000.

I haven’t heard back yet, but my point in mentioning this is that the pertinent question of the day was to ask what my medication is supposed to do, and if it is doing its job. It’s easy for a doctor to tell us that we should or need to take something without question its exact function.