I’m caring for the neighbor’s dog so I came home to let her out at lunch time.
Now yesterday, Nala started eating her perch again. So I rearranged her toys, made sure the dog wasn’t in her room, and turned on Hulu for her. Then, I went to work.
She plucked herself badly this morning and it breaks my heart.
She hasn’t plucked in more than a week, but she really did a number on herself today.
When Nala, my Goffin’s cockatoo about to turn four, is a good bird, I let her sit on the dishwasher and drink herbal tea while I make supper.
Today I made her cinnamon tea. She kept taking the tea bag out, I kept putting it back in. I made myself a mug of lemon tea.
While I unloaded the dishwasher, she took her tea bag out of her mug. When I didn’t put in back, she picked it up and dropped it in my mug.
I put it back in her mug and moved my mug.
Then she jumped into the dishwasher!
For dinner, the teenager and I had tuna sandwiches. I mixed up the tuna with light ranch dressing, mayo, some seasonings and a heap of cooked spinach from which I had pressed out the water. I toasted some almost stale buns under the broiler, heated the tuna a bit too and served with avocado.
I also enjoyed a glass of wine that I almost couldn’t get the cork!
I woke up at 6 this morning, but laid in bed for a while afraid to wake the birds.
I opened the curtains for them slightly before 8. Here is a glimpse of them in the pink nightlight. Good morning, Birds
I fed the cats, the birds, made coffee, put in laundry and hung wash before making a giant hot pocket for breakfast.
Ham, spinach, scrambled egg, homemade mozzarella.
I cut some cantaloupe. The teenager had a mango.
Then I did dishes. A second load of wash. Vacuumed the kitchen, living room and half the dining room. And the furniture.
I washed the living room and kitchen floor.
Picked up the teenager’s stuff and moved furniture.
Then I stopped to visit the kitten. Which the third kitten has returned. If the neighbors catch it, we have a former neighbor interested in it. But she is going on vacation with Sobaka’s mom so then we would get to foster Misty’s sibling!
Sobaka might be here in as little as an hour. I need to shower but I also need to rest.
I watched an episode of Gordon Ramsay’s The F Word last night and an episode of 24 Hours: To Hell and Back. His original BBC show and his current one.
Perhaps one day soon I’ll do an essay on my new obsession.
I think I might have said two or three hundred times that this week was hard.
But there was some goodness between all the hard.
- Our CEO got my department a mentor. Someone we all love and trust, though I am the only person in the group who doesn’t have a pre-existing relationship with this man.
- My coworkers are all so super nice. My former office mate makes the Folgers in the kitchen palatable and I normally hate Folgers. He makes the coffee so strong it tastes like chocolate.
- My new development partner and I are getting along great and I love her energy.
- My other colleague invited me out for a drink after work. She was meeting some friends and wanted someone to keep her company so I had a lovely oatmeal stout at Pearly Baker’s.
At home, I watched the episode of Kitchen Nightmares that was filmed in Forks Township, “Bella Luna,” and saw some nice shots of Easton:
And tomorrow our favorite little dog, Sobaka, is coming to visit so for the next week we will have…
- One Yorky Maltese
- One kitten
- One cockatoo
- Two nine-year-old cats (with seven legs)
- Three parakeets
And for your viewing pleasure, here are Nala and Opie: Nala and Opie check each other out
Good morning, world. I love morning, as long as dawn is breaking. Every morning is a clean slate.
I’ve been thinking about my efforts recently to blog regularly, which reinforces to me my own voice as I deal with various struggles but it also attests to the power of habit.
Exercise: same thing. It doesn’t matter how ‘hard’ you exercise in the beginning because the true goal is to incorporate the habit as an automatic part of your life.
Same for artists that paint everyday. Same for meditation.
Life is about discipline as much as it is about improvement and skill.
That constitutes my philosophy for the day.
Update on Nala
I originally would wake Nala shortly before 6 a.m. when I turned on my pink bedroom light and started getting ready for work. I would bring her downstairs while I fed the cats and made coffee.
As a working bird mama, I wanted her to have time with me.
But since she refuses to close her eyes at night unless I am in the room, I want her to sleep in. So I’ve been creeping out of my room in the dark every morning and returning when it’s time to clean cages and feed birds.
So far this appears to be good for both of us.
Obviously stress is in the air today. Nala ate through her perch in her cage. She has two, but only one runs the whole length of the cage and she ate the end off it.
She played with a bunch of her toys, so I don’t know whether to chalk it up to boredom, anxiety or rambunctiousness. But she’s been here about 16 days and she ate her perch.
I guess I need to find her some more toys. Although she does have a bunch.
She seems to be talking more and dancing more. Her favorite song is Angelina by Harry Belafonte.
Today I went through some medical bills, tax paperwork, a school fundraiser and some band trip stuff with my soon-to-be ex-husband. We all had dinner together. He brought a pizza.
Then I finished my chores. Laundry. Bird cages. Some vacuuming. The roomba would not go to home base. After an hour and with the battery almost dead I discovered why… the roomba had unplugged its own base while vacuuming.
And to make my day a little more demoralizing, I tripped over my own two feet walking between buildings at work. The administration offices and the literacy center are a block apart. And I just fell. I was hungry, probably worn thin from too much stress.
Someone across the street saw me, and yelled to see if I was alright. She was walking a very large dog. I got up and said I was fine. Barely even scraped my hands.
“Darn ice,” she said.
There was no ice. Just me and my faulty legs.
Sometimes I feel so healthy and strong.
Some days I feel so broken.
That is what it feels like to have cerebral palsy. Sometimes your body works, sometimes it doesn’t.